Mandi Mudd

Mercy is an experimental video touching on suicidal ideation. As an individual who suffers from mental illness, I wanted to make this video to bring awareness to that. I want people to know that it’s okay to ask for help and that they are never alone. My personal journey to recovery has been a long and hard one. While I do not have suicidal thoughts currently, I know that it could be a matter of time before they pop up again. And that’s okay. I am actively taking steps to better my headspace, and it is my hope that those around me can see that change. The name Mercy comes from the own mercy I allowed for myself. There was no need to continue punishing myself for things I could not control. Mercy has helped me heal and process through my emotions and thoughts. While the clay on my body cannot stay there forever, I will always have this video to remind me of where I was and where I aim to be.